By Meghan '12 | September 29, 2009
When you lose small mind you free your life :)
-System of a Down – Aerials (they’re gettig back together! weeee!!!)
So I’m sitting here, eating my breakfast, wondering how in the world I’m going to manage to pull off massive amounts of studying, reading, and a paper at the same time as working. I’m trying desperately to see if someone can take maybe just one shift, but I’m still going nuts.
I don’t know if I wrote this last time, I’m guessing not, but just in case you think I’m exaggerating my stress and workload, I’m not. Actually, last Wednesday my mom had to come get me from school (and abandon my poor car for the night) because I almost passed out. It was pretty bad. My teacher sat with me until my mom came and just tried to keep me functioning. It was kind of a wake-up call to me that my body literally can’t handle the conditions I’m putting it under.
But what am I supposed to do about this? I can’t exactly go to a certain few of my teachers (well, just one) and tell them their workload is singlehandedly bringing me down. One, they would never do anything about it and two, I’m way too stubborn to admit defeat. I barely work enough where it even effects my time managing, but sometimes those precious 4 hours are needed. I barely do anything extracirricular either, because I really just don’t have the time. I’m at a loss.
On a brighter, happier, more childish note, TOY STORY 1 AND 2 COME BACK TO THEATERS THIS WEEK!!!! IN 3D!!! I’m really excited, which is kind of sad and pathetic in its own way.
Alrighty, off to class. (sadface)